MY ONLY SURRENDER
This is my only surrender
I felt my walls crumble down
Naked and vulnerable
Afraid to embrace the light of love
Everyday the scars were there
Symptoms of a subconscious fear
I chose to walk the path of a hate
I built a cage that I could not escape...
We were dancing with daggers while staring straight into the sun
The love we had was fragile like a loaded gun
But I'd take one in the head for you if only you would see me through
The selfish hell I've willingly cast myself into
Through a thousand nights of solitude - I longed to love
Through a thousand nights of solitude - I failed to love
Your words of love are still haunting me
They cripple me like a disease
As I recall moments of true peace upon these stormy seas
At the mercy of demons driving me
And full of passion for misery
I somehow long to be complete, but I have yet to accept defeat
Through a thousand nights of solitude - I longed to love
Through a thousand nights of solitude...
This is my only surrender
I felt my walls crumble down
Naked and vulnerable
I must embrace the light of love